WARNING:

This blog is taking a NEW DIRECTION. In an attempt to work on what will become my book, I am writing stories of my life. Some of the posts here are graphic. If you are a survivor of sexual abuse, this blog may cause triggers.

I have gone from victim and survivor to thriver. My life now is one that I am thankful for. Peace and Love are like gentle whispers in my mind. I am comforted in knowing, Life Does Get Better. Love always wins if you have the courage to open your heart and let it in.


Sunday, October 16, 2011

What weekend?

 This weekend has been a strange one.  Not bad.  Strange.

I have slept most of it away.  I think for several reasons I slept through it.
1-I don't want to do one more thing.  I am tired.
2-I don't want to think one more thing.  It hurts.
3-I am a sleepy girl.

I could perseverate over the reasons I feel the three things above.
That would only cause me to become more tired.
Truth:

I wish everyone I loved, loved my family the way I do.  It would make things so much easier.

I wish work wasn't so stinking busy and full of unrest right now.  It would make things so much easier.

I am thankful for my bed and my pillow.



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8 comments:

Helen said...

It's tough when the people we care about aren't in harmony with each other. Nothing feels quite right. Sleep is good ... especially with a good bed and nice pillow. Hang in there, lots of support surrounds you even though you may not be able to see and touch it.

Brian Miller said...

sleep well friend...get your rest...and you can not change anyone...

Rob-bear said...

Hope you're feeling much better tomorrow, which is actually later today.
Rest well, good lady.

Mel said...

I am grateful you had time for the rest you needed. Hope it helped!

Amy said...

I ♥ U! (and your family!)

lori said...

sorry you are weary friend. Hope rest has come since you wrote this :)

Nezzy said...

(takin' deep breath to make like Ginger Rogers here)...Sooooooo, take a deep breath, pick yourself up, dust yourself off, start all over again!!! Sorry, I truly have no self~control.

Sweetie, I'm sorry your havin' a tough time now. Too stinkin' others don't think the was we do but God did make us all unique.

I love you and I know that I'd adore your family too!!!

You have yourself a blessed and beautiful day my friend. Things will look better tomorrow :o)

Vodka Mom said...

i hope that you are sleeping now, my friend.


xoxox